Nolstagia

I went to your apartment last night
The lights were on your windows it’s way beyond December
But you would always tell me that’s fine
With some anecdotal reason
I wish I could remember
I'm lost inside my reminiscing mind

My phone blew up the silence
Your name lit up the call screen
And hesitantly I hit decline
Nostalgia in your voice would be the death of me
And I'm the one to blame

Let go before it’s too late
And troubled minds black out mistakes that you made
Nostalgia it creeps in the back of my brain
(Creeps in the back of my brain)
I can’t get away
Uncover my eyes
Reveal every specter that’s haunted my life
Nostalgia it lurks in the back of my head
Hide every truth till I'm ruined
I’ll drown in delusions instead

I saw your apparition last night
We walked the reservation
And talked about the days when
The skies above the future were bright
I spoke with apprehension
I feared familiar tension
Would kill the conversation in time

But every disagreement transformed into a reason
That I should keep your memory alive
The truth inside my head would be the death of me and I'm the one to blame

(Days grow older)
(Nights get colder)
(The sky seems closer now)

Let go before it’s too late
Black out mistakes that you made
Creeps in the back of my brain
(Creeps in the back of my brain)

I can’t get away
Uncover my eyes
Specter that’s haunted my life
Lurks in the back of my head
(In the back of my head)

I’ll drown in delusions instead