[*]Rec

I'm waking up in the morning and everything's the same
(Same meds, same bills, same headaches)
Feeling tired cause I never get to sleep well
(Thoughts go up and down like a carousel)
I've tried some pills but they never seem to make effect
(Maybe I'll get some rest after I'm dead)
And outside is not a good place too
Because the only place I'll feel safe is my bedroom

I can pretend that tonight you're here with me laying in my bed
So I can try to forget all the bad stuff
That makes me lock myself in my own head
Everyday I spend with you is exactly how I wanted it to be
(And every time I get home I just keep
Those memories rolling on repeat)

Let's run away and get lost on our own dreams
Let's pretend that everything isn't what it seems
Let's make our future be the present that we're living
Just press the rec and then we'll dance within the rhythm
Let's run away and get lost on our own dreams
Let's pretend that everything isn't what it seems
Let's make our future be the present that we're living
Just press the rec and then we'll dance within the rhythm

I'm always feeling guilty about the things that I do
(I feel like you think I've been trying to avoid you)
But really I just need some time to work on myself
(Just try to sleep or maybe go do anything else)
I don't want you to blame yourself for everything I feel
(Cause to be honest all these feelings doesn't feel real)
So please just stay here with me by my side
While I go through this for another time

I wish I could say that everything's just fine
But really I don't want to give you all this fake hope
And end up getting stuck in the same hole
And even though everything seems just fine
And I tell you "everything's gonna be alright"
(I really wish I could just run away from my own mind)

Let's run away and get lost on our own dreams
Let's pretend that everything isn't what it seems
Let's make our future be the present that we're living
Just press the rec and then we'll dance within the rhythm
Let's run away and get lost on our own dreams
Let's pretend that everything isn't what it seems
Let's make our future be the present that we're living
Just press the rec and then we'll dance within the rhythm

(It's been so long since I felt I was being myself)
(My whole life has been turned upside down)
(I try to fight it but it always come back again)
(Will this nightmare ever actually gonna have an end)

Let's run away and get lost on our own dreams
Let's pretend that everything isn't what it seems
Let's make our future be the present that we're living
Just press the rec and then we'll dance within the rhythm
Let's run away and get lost on our own dreams
Let's pretend that everything isn't what it seems
Let's make our future be the present that we're living
Just press the rec and then we'll dance within the rhythm

(Just press the rec and then we'll dance within the rhythm)
(Just press the rec and then we'll dance within the rhythm)