Grief And Despair

This is a story about why love....
Can be the reason for hate....
I never thought I could have such a hard time....
due to my feelings....

His presence alone is enough....
Enough for me to seethe with rage....
Sometimes I dream about....
Breaking every single bone in his body....
Now I know what hate feels like....

Falling in love is one of the greatest things anyone can experience....
You paint the world around you in glowing colors....
Even those cheesy love songs you've always laughed at....
Start to make sense, start to make sense....

All of a sudden you realise that you have....
That you have to tell her how you feel....
And you start asking yourself all of those questions....
When should I tell her? What am I supposed to say?....

When you are in love you form a picture of how great it would be if all goes well....
How happy you would be....
I was ready to declare my love to her....

She was in tears when she told me that she is not in love with me....
The bottom fell out of my world, all the colors faded....
I felt as if I was in an ol..d b..lack and white drama movie....
Don't get me wrong our friendship means a lot to me....
To this day we are close friends....

Maybe there are many reasons why we are not together....
But I blame it on him. I know it's wrong but I can't help....
That married two-timer did something I will never forgive him for....

But I will never stop loving her....