Spiral

Slowly breaking the deadbolt off the doorframe
Got stronger matches so they don't break
Can you tell that I'm
Showing off that my radar's looking lonely
The two empty glasses that I'm holding
Aren't gonna fill themselves

But now I'm losing grip on myself
'Cause you're starting to look like someone else

Got my hand in my pocket, mouth is always running
If I could see myself I would think I'm up to something
I'm not surprised this time

Just hope for the best keep your eyes closed
Try to listen for the scratch on the vinyl
Taking bets on my own survival
Being real, continuing the cycle
Next gen. revival of last week
Didn't think you could buy hope, but watch me
This drowning rivalling the lost city
And I'm seeing your eyes roll but I won't sit there idle
Got an infection, true, but it's not viral
It's in the waves and the shakes, it goes on for days
But it's worse when it's dry so
Just ride the spiral
Go out, charade and masquerade I'm not shy, you know
Say I'm fine with a a hand on the bible
Not the easiest way, it's mine though

But now I'm losing grip on myself
'Cause you're starting to look like someone else
And now I'm losing grip on myself
'Cause you're starting to feel like someone else

Got my hand in my pocket, mouth is always running
If I could see myself I would think I'm up to something
I'm not surprised this time
Got my hand in my pocket, something's always calling
And you're not who I thought you were, you're up to something
I'm not surprised this time

Sell me what you're sold
Scolding's getting old
Tell me what you're told
My defences hold

Something's always coming, so I'm always running
I think you're up to something
I'm always up to something