Indecision

Shackles bind me to my cautions
I don't see no end in sight
One step forward, two steps backwards at a time
It's first she wants me, then don't need me
Getting caught between these lines

I just want to feel like something's going right
For the moment I've been standing in the dark
'Cause there's no way forward for me unless I
Choose between my head and heart
So far from heaven
I've lost possession

I need a bit of relief from all this indecision
I dream in shadows
I've seen the shallows
I need a bit of relief from all this indecision
All my kindness has been weakened
I spend weeks up on my own

So someone tell me how I'm supposed to carry on
'Cause I can't seem to find no answers
From above, up from the lord
Always seems I've lost direction
And I don't know (I don't know)

For the moment I've been standing in the dark
'Cause there's no way forward for me unless I
Choose between my head and heart
So far from heaven
I've lost possession
I need a bit of relief from all this indecision

I dream in shadows
I've seen the shallows
I need a bit of relief from all this indecision
If I give my life then I've never gon' love
If I live a lie then I'm never gon' trust
But if I take a soul then I never know where I'm tryna go
If I die then deliver me up

If I give my life then I've never gon' love (if give my live)
If I live a lie then I never gon' trust (if I live a lie)
But if I take a soul then I never know where I tryna go
If I die then deliver me up
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh (oh, I've seen the shadows)

Oh-oh, oh-oh
So far from heaven
I've lost possession
I need a bit of relief from all this indecision (ohh)