Invisible

I don’t wanna talk about it
There isn’t much to say
I don’t have an excuse to why I won’t come to your party
And I don’t want my picture taken
I’d hate it anyway
No I don’t want to spoil your night
Just go have fun without me

I’m pushing food around my plate
'Cause my father said I’m overweight
Well maybe he’d feel better
If I just disappeared all together
And I got so good at faking smiles
I can do it for a little while
Just don’t ask me if I’m okay
'Cause I’m not okay

It’s hard to show you something
Invisible
No tears, no scars, no bruises
It’s not physical
It’s covered up and hidden tight beneath the skin
Inside the mind
You wouldn’t even notice, you wouldn’t even know
Invisible, invisible, invisible

I don’t want to shout about it
Make it about me
'Cause they’ve already aired all of my problems on TV
Got everything I ever wanted
But nothing that I need
If anything it's just another reason I feel guilty

And I don’t really cry no more
Guess I’m just used to insecure
Just don’t ask me if I’m okay cause I’m not okay

It’s hard to show you something
Invisible
No tears, no scars, no bruises
It’s not physical
It’s covered up and hidden tight beneath the skin
Inside the mind
You wouldn’t even notice, you wouldn’t even know
Invisible, invisible, invisible

I’m standing under all the lights
The focus of a thousand eyes
You wouldn’t even notice
You wouldn’t even know I feel invisible
Invisible, invisible