Violence

I have to go
I don't enjoy this anymore
Sometimes it's the way she says my name
Sometimes it's the way she tries violence

I have to go
I'll never force you to stay
Meeting you was supposed to make me happy
But I still want to die
How am I supposed to fix something
Inside of me that you broke?

It's not when I'm sleeping
It's not when I'm yelling to be heard
But not to listen
Your hubris and self-loathing is so attractive
I'm gonna make you fall in love with me
Just so that I can break your heart
Lonely heart columns
La tristesse durera toujours
Black teeth, knife and heartbeats
Laughter and fear
Yes, it fucking hurts
And I'll keep ripping until it bursts
If I could just tell you how much I need you in one verse
If I leave you, you won't be able to leave me first
I am fucking worthless
Fucking hurt me

But I still want to die
Meeting you was supposed to make me happy
How am I supposed to fix something
Inside of me that you broke?