Letting You Down

Maybe I was wide awake
While you were still sleeping
Maybe there's too much at stake
That's y I said I'm leaving
There's no point in lying now
No, that doesn't make sense

That's existing, it's existence

Maybe I turn off my phone
When I see that you're smiling
Maybe I would drive alone
In case I saw you driving
You didn't have to change
Now that doesn't make sense

'Cause what's the difference in trying to be different

What's the worst thing that can happen now?
Oh, oh
I might as well just close my eyes and drown
Oh, oh
There's nothing I can say, it will always be the same
What's the point you're fine without me now?

Maybe when I look at you
You don't feel the same way
But your eyes they tell the truth
Blinking was a mistake
Why can't we just kiss
No, that doesn't make sense

That's resisting, it's resistance

What's the worst thing that can happen now?
Oh, oh
I might as well just close my eyes and drown
Oh, oh
There's nothing I can say, it will always be the same
What's the point you're fine without me now?

Piously I wait for the world to work in our favor
But, piously don't work for me
Would you just come here?
You're the only thing that can fix my heart
You tried really hard to make this work

So, what's the worst thing that can happen now?
I might as well just close my eyes and drown
There's nothing left to say and at the end of the day
What's the point you fine without me now?
And it's my fault for letting you down