The Fear Of

Who am I without this?
A dream I've worked for most of my life
My whole plan gone up in smoke
Erased quicker than the blink of an eye
And I'm constantly afraid
Of what will happen
The path forward seems so damn dark
But I'm searching for the light

The fear of losing control
The fear of facing the unknown
The fear of chasing
The fear chasing down my own demise
What's the point in believing
Believing my own terrible lies

It's the fear of, the fear of the unknown
A constant weight upon my soul
Now I'm losing it all
It's the fear of, the fear of letting go
I just can't do this on my own
While I drown in chemicals

I'm constantly disappointed
With the man that I've become
The way forward seems like a dead end
I waste away, I slowly succumb
To the fear of chasing
The fear of chasing down my own demise
What's the point in believing
Believing my own terrible lies

It's the fear of, the fear of the unknown
A constant weight upon my soul
Now I'm losing it all
It's the fear of, the fear of letting go
I just can't do this on my own
While I drown in chemicals

I'm sinking
But I can't give up
Keep breathing
No I won't give in
(I'm sinking)

I'll find a way to carry on
I'll find the strength to fight again (Keep breathing)
This is my purpose
This can't be the end

It's the fear of, the fear of the unknown
Still weighs upon my soul
I'm fucking losing it all
It's the fear of, the fear of letting go
I just can't do this on my own
While I drown in chemicals