Outlive

Heart of darkness full of pain
I won't suffer eternally
Relieved, open veins
Ending my melancholy

Preacher, what is this?
Where is your paradise?
Gesture, like masquerade
In gloomy disguise

Rebirth over hating ground
Can't understand what happened
Reincarnation outward bound
Of our deepest sentiments

Father, don't you told me
That death was the end?
Foetus, it's a rebirth
In hatred land

Suicide i lie on my bed
My sadness goes to ahmanem
As i die i start a travel
And now i am born again

My body is not complete
But my envellop is falling down
Will i have the force to quit
My armor before i'm sinkin' down?

Falling, will my small wings
Carry myself away?
Flying far from the swamps
Of disarray

Swamps of hate staring at me
My body grows over the ground
And as a fruit i'm on my tree
Like many foetus all around

Mother, can you help me
Just like you did before?
Rebirth, that's my soul
That they'll devour!...

As i fly to my destiny
They wither and they fade away
But my wish is only to be
Far from the swamps of dissaray

In depths of space
Infinite skies,
Where nothing's fake
Where there no lies
I've crossed the gate
And i realize
That i'm not dead
But i rejoined the light

Into the light
Dying - out life
Fading - in light
Crying - arise
Feeling - so high