Just A Habit Now

You left your oversized hoodie on my chair
I didn't throw it out, I just pretend it isn't there
Saw your story at that party near the park
Looks like you found someone to talk to in the dark
(Good for you, I guess)

My friends keep asking if I'm doing fine
I tell them yeah, I'm just bad at keeping track of time
Bought two tickets to a show I don't even like
Just to have a reason to get out tonight

I'm playing cool, I'm playing nice
Taking my own terrible advice

I don't miss you, I just miss the habit
If there was a shortcut, you know I'd grab it
We said no drama, keep it polite
So why am I replaying everything we said last night?

(Every single night)
(Keep it polite)

Deleted your number, but I know the digits by heart
That's the most useless skill I've had from the start
You said we'd still be friends, standard phrase
Now we just pass each other with a blank gaze

No hard feelings, no big fight
Just two strangers standing under the same street light

And honestly? It's kind of funny

I don't miss you, I just miss the habit
If there was a shortcut, you know I'd grab it
We said no drama, keep it polite
So why am I replaying everything we said last night?

I don't miss you, I just miss the habit
If there was a shortcut, you know I'd grab it
We said no drama, keep it polite
So why am I replaying everything we said last night?
(Just a habit now)

(Just a habit now)
(Just a habit now)