The Song I Wrote 4 You

I could have died walking towards the ocean
And the waves would have carried my body to the Sun
We’d be together after all
And we’d be happy
We’d be free, blind and reckless and fun yeah
As we should
Since the beginning of our times

Waves crashing
Worlds falling apart slowly easily
Natural disasters in my head
Walls falling
Is help coming now?
Please save me from myself
Nothing’s ever been quite right

God, I need some help
Yeah, I need some help
This is my crying for help
In my knees I'm praying for help
This is my cry for help

You won’t even show 'cause you’re too scared
They won’t handle the pain they’ll imagine once they hear
All the stories you've got, my dear
So keep it to yourself, don’t you dare
They like fake smiles and fake happy people and pretty fuckin' lies
They don’t like pain, truth and red lines
Not even your friends stick till the end of your stories right?

Waves crashing
Worlds falling apart slowly easily
Natural disasters in my head
Walls falling again
Is help coming now?
Please forgive me, myself
Nothing’s ever been quite right for me

God, I need some help
Yeah, I need some help
This is my crying for help
In my knees I'm shaking for help
This is my cry for help

They told me that it will be over soon
So listen to the song I wrote for you
For the darkest times, for the worst goodbyes
Big lies cutting like tiny knifes
But leaving scary scars
You’re not your worst part
Not by far
Just remember
Always remember
To remember yourself

Guess I'm tired
'Cause I won't ask again
Baby not again
Did you hear me?
The first time