Look at Me

Look well at how I am right now. I did what you said to do.
But where are you looking at me from right now.
The alcohal you told me not to drink and the cigarettes I've quite,
right now you who would've liked to seen my changed self, where are you?

The words to treat them well while they're still there, its now that I know them.
Even your annoying, interfering scolding,I realized, now, was love.
Look at me. I'll be good to you now. I can't go through a
day without you. For you I've changed everything.
I won't even say excuses, like it was already like that, at all.

I know, during that time that because of me you had a hard time.
Even at the words that you said for me I asked if you were my mother
and got angry and even that last night as you showed tears until the
end you worried about me and to you instead of the words forgive me
I've changed myself like this.

The words to treat them well while they're still there, its now that I know them.
Even your annoying, interfering scolding,I realized, now, was love.
Look at me. I'll be good to you now. I can't go through a
day without you. For you I've changed everything.
I won't even say excuses, like it was already like that, at all.

I don't go. Without you knowing to booking at a nightclub.
Without you knowing I was having fun when of all people my first
partner was your friend who was calm.
In panic I tried to explain but in the end I get upset
and got angry. The words "If you can't trust me then let's break up"
I said them in the fit of angry.

The words to treat them well while they're still there, Its now that I know them.
Even your annoying, interfering scolding,I realized, now, was love.
Look at me. I'll be good to you now. I can't go through a
day without you. For you I've changed everything.
I won't even say excuses, like it was already like that, at all.