healthy habit

It's not a lack of options (I just get bored)
And I don't see a problem (pretending I'm yours)
It's not a healthy habit (I could spare a few)
Like smoking in the kitchen and romanticizing you

Sometimes (sometimes) I tell (I tell) myself you were the best
Sometimes (sometimes) I forget why (I forget) I ever lived

And I wonder if it's worth doing again
And I wonder if it's worth doing it again
And I wonder if, and I wonder if
And I wonder if it's worth doing it again

No, it's not desperation (when I do it)
Harmless inspiration (let a girl live)
It's not a healthy habit (I could spare a few)
Like kissing random boys and pretending they're you

Sometimes (sometimes) I tell (I tell) myself (myself) you were the best
Sometimes (sometimes) I forget why (I forget) I am alive

And I wonder if it's worth doing again
And I wonder if it's worth doing it again
And I wonder if, and I wonder if
And I wonder if it's worth doing it again

You don't remember anything, do you?
And I wonder if it's worth doing again
And I wonder if it's worth doing it again
And I wonder if it's worth doing again
And I wonder if it's worth doing it again
And I wonder if it's worth doing again
And I wonder if it's worth doing it again