Where Erin Died

She was a light amongst this night
Extinguished by her need to be like them
At tear crumbles and hits the ground
The grass is greener over there

A million needles made her crazy
I'd hang to each of her new words
She used to be so beautiful but so guilty
Like a puppy next to a terd
They say fight your fights, stand for rights
Survival of the fittest
I say learn to fight but stay out of sight because
Survival is for the fullest of shit

A heart more like a brick than flesh
She never meant to make me cry
Her hair was golden like her smile
Her chewed lips bled if she kept smiling for too long

Everywhere that I go I see her, it's as though
She's still here but she's not, she has died and is rot
In her room I can see her reflection in her vanity mirror
She didn't have to die
She didn't have to die like this for me

And I cried because I had lost an angel
And I cried because I'm bleeding her wounds
And I cried because I know there's no heaven
And I cried because I know where she is
She's under this

A million people alive on Earth
So why do I miss this one so much?
All she ever had to need was to need me
And all I ever need is her touch
They say fight your fights, stand for rights
Survival of the fittest
I say learn to fight but stay out of sight because
Survival is for the fullest of shit

Only under, only under me
She's only under, only under me
But she's gone, she's so gone
So close to me but we'll never meet again