Knife Edge

It's a combination of reality and my imagination
I cannot tolerate my anxiety for the moment
I get angry at myself for trying to impress you
I cannot rectify my embarrassment on the subject

Always on a knife's edge here with you
We're faded: I love you
You know my worry only comes from wanting more for you
I get low with you
I hate it when we're through
You know my worry only comes from fear of what I'd lose

I just really wanted to feel accepted
I just really wanted to feel connected
Ah, I'm selfish, self-centered and a little bit narcissistic
And to be forever grateful would be uncharacteristic

I love that I can say
I wouldn't feel this way without you (oh)
I love that I can say
I wouldn't be this way without you

I'm willing to get better from no disease at all
I'm addicted and conflicted at my very core
Our love is a phenomen-omen-omenon
Achievable, intellectual and emotionally viable

Always on a knife's edge here with you
We're faded: I love you
You know my worry only comes from wanting more for you
I get along with you
I hate it when were through
You know my worry only comes from fear of what I'd lose

I love that I can say
I wouldn't feel this way without you (oh)
I love that I can say
I wouldn't be this way without you

Always on a knife's edge here with you
We're faded: I love you
You know my worry only comes from wanting more for you
I get along with you
I hate it when we're through
You know my worry only comes from fear of what I'd lose