Can't Really

She met him in the rain and tears went down her eyes as they kissed for the first time
It was love at first sight it was wonderful and nice what it really was, was a suicide
And she cannot find a reason why he stayed that night with a girl they knew
He said it meant nothing well if that's what he wants what the hell did she mean to him
And now they're wondering why she can't really like herself and feel pretty
but he gave her love to someone else
And now they're wondering why she can't really be herself and feel pretty
but he took too much and now she is gone
Just a bit of time goes and she already knows whose child she is carrying inside her
It was just a weak moment now the love that they felt is down on the floor as she bleeds
Well it really meant nothing at the same time it meant everything what can she do
She's just a little cracked up lying in her bed tonight
And she smiles and she cries and she tries to understand
but she can't
And she waits and she waits for nothing