Greatest Proof Of Love

It shouldn't hurt as much as it does now
Maybe I sharpened the knife when I was unconscious
My cord turned to golden ashes, my love slowly died
The sails no longer guide the ship's path
I'm sorry, I used you as my medicine, as my painkiller
I used every last pill in the bottle

It was intense, it was perhaps one of the best
But I threw it all when the car was moving
It hurts like hell, it's distressing
I didn't want to abandon ship
But I would drown, I'm sorry
I know I thought only of myself
Maybe this is my sin

I didn't want to have one last conversation
I went into a state of panic
I entered the white room and collapsed
I wish I had done more, I wish I had made the greatest proof of love
I threw myself into the thorns, I threw myself off the cliff
My psychological problems will still kill me
What if I hadn't given in to my fears?
What if I had made the greatest proof of love?
We'd both be lying there looking at each other

I set fire to our love
I didn't even cry, my head was a mess
I was in the panic room, I had the knife in my hands
Ready to attack, ready to be prayed for
Blood gushed, someone was pushed down the stairs
I wanted to jump from the tallest building
It was like self-harm, it was the worst of the worst
That was my worst and best crime
I have no regrets, only about my actions towards you

I didn't want to have one last conversation
I went into a state of panic
I entered the white room and collapsed
I wish I had done more, I wish I had made the greatest proof of love
I threw myself into the thorns, I threw myself off the cliff
My psychological problems will still kill me
What if I hadn't given in to my fears?
What if I had made the greatest proof of love?
We'd both be lying there looking at each other

Because if I hadn't hurt, I wouldn't have found someone to hurt
Why hurt people hurt fragile people
Because if I hadn't hurt, I wouldn't have found someone to hurt
Why hurt people hurt fragile people
Because if I hadn't hurt, I wouldn't have found someone to hurt
Why hurt people hurt fragile people

I didn't want to have one last conversation
I went into a state of panic
I entered the white room and collapsed
I wish I had done more, I wish I had made the greatest proof of love
I threw myself into the thorns, I threw myself off the cliff
My psychological problems will still kill me
What if I hadn't given in to my fears?
What if I had made the greatest proof of love?
We'd both be lying there looking at each other