My Scars

Handcuffed, trapped in a dark room
Dark eyes, correct words
Two glasses of wine, lied to my therapist
I said my wounds closed
But they didn't close

Your hoodie is still here
Your strong perfume is still in my room
It was suffocating, it hurt a lot
When I remember you, only tears express my feelings

I buried myself, I hurt myself for you
I won't lie, I hurt you too
But your cuts will never be the same as mine

My scars are already marked on my skin
They never heal, they'll just come out of my skin
When you leave this world
Birds fly from one side to the other
Bears hibernate, but what about you?
You are so monotonous, like this, my scars
They will go to my grave, they will go to eternity

I wrote several letters about how you fucked up my life
I wrote several poems, if you only knew how much I wrote
You could create a book of more than 1000 pages
Lying on the blue carpet in my room, I start to remember
Your touch, your smile, your voice

I can be the most dramatic person in the world
But it hurts, it hurts a lot
Why? Why? Why did you leave me? Damn, I loved you

I buried myself, I hurt myself for you
I won't lie, I hurt you too
But your cuts will never be the same as mine

My scars are already marked on my skin
They never heal, they'll just come out of my skin
When you leave this world
Birds fly from one side to the other
Bears hibernate, but what about you?
You are so monotonous, like this, my scars
They will go to my grave, they will go to eternity

You were my light, my best moment
My consolation, my perfect world
Maybe I didn't show how much I loved you
And you asked me: Do you love me?
I'm not answering you, because what I love
Leaves in the second moment

I buried myself, I hurt myself for you
I won't lie, I hurt you too
But your cuts will never be the same as mine

My scars are already marked on my skin
They never heal, they'll just come out of my skin
When you leave this world
Birds fly from one side to the other
Bears hibernate, but what about you?
You are so monotonous, like this, my scars
They will go to my grave, they will go to eternity