Teary Eyed

And if I'm not enough for him
I feel like he deserves better than me
Why is the pain tearing? It even pierces me
I just wanted peace, I just wanted something to hold me
Life in the circus didn't work out
Now they're the ones who make me laugh at my own jokes

He's the reason I have wedding nightmares
What if he leaves me at the altar? What if he's not what I need?
But he's the one I want, why do I have this regret?
He's the one who makes me teary-eyed over any shit

We were the ones who built this empire
But you didn't want any of that
Just wanted me to stay for a few minutes
Why I used to run away when the clock struck midnight
It's just that I don't want to cry over silly things
What if I'm your reason? What if I'm the obstacle?
I don't want to be teary-eyed
When he leaves, because I knew since the day I was born
That I would know love and I would let it go

Was it the perfect kiss for you?
Was it the best moment of your life?
I wish I didn't hold on to something that could hurt me
But I can't fight my soul
Why if you are a bad man
Know that you will have wonderful music

Why do they say it's the worst man that I write the best
And maybe I'm lying to myself
Or maybe I just don't have the courage to sit at the typewriter
'Cause I know I'll be teary-eyed

We were the ones who built this empire
But you didn't want any of that
Just wanted me to stay for a few minutes
Why I used to run away when the clock struck midnight
It's just that I don't want to cry over silly things
What if I'm your reason? What if I'm the obstacle?
I don't want to be teary-eyed
When he leaves, because I knew since the day I was born
That I would know love and I would let it go

I ran away at the wrong time
I wish I had apologized for my mistakes
But now that I'm going to cry my sorrows
Maybe a glass of wine won't be enough
Why will the void be an endless hole
And I will look at the stars that we once were
And I'll be teary-eyed because I lost the fucking fight
And I let my mind lead the way
And now that I bleed on your bed, now that I get teary-eyed