Under The Lamppost

It was night, I could only see your eyes
Why did they shine brighter than the stars
Holding hands until the end of your life?
I thought you said that one day

You kissed me, I thought everything would lose its meaning
But it was an illusion, you were leaving
And I stood there, crying like my world had fallen apart
The only thing that shined was the streetlight
And I sat on the asphalt, I let myself surrender to the void

My life fits inside a small cardboard box
Life is so monotonous, life is so fucking boring
I dreamed of someone who would take me out of this monotony
But I found someone who sank me even deeper
And your goodbye would hurt less if it were like a punch

You kissed me, I thought everything would lose its meaning
But it was an illusion, you were leaving
And I stood there, crying like my world had fallen apart
The only thing that shined was the streetlight
And I sat on the asphalt, I let myself surrender to the void

Why did it feel like I knew it wasn't going to work out
Why did it feel like I knew it wasn't going to work out
Why did it feel like I knew it wasn't going to work out
I'm under on the lamppost, it illuminates my impurities
I'm under on the lamppost, it illuminates my impurities
I'm under on the lamppost, it illuminates my impurities

You kissed me, I thought everything would lose its meaning
But it was an illusion, you were leaving
And I stood there, crying like my world had fallen apart
The only thing that shined was the streetlight
And I sat on the asphalt, I let myself surrender to the void