X-Ray Of Love

I had a dream that you stabbed me in the back
And then he said that no one would hurt me
Why were you pouring acid on my wound from behind?
I screamed, asked for mercy
But I saw that you are one of those people
Who does evil just to do it

I want to do the x-ray of love
Maybe I have a fracture
Maybe I still have some armor
I ended up in the place of the dead
Forgot to turn off devices
I want to make the x-ray of love
I want to drown in water full of sharks

It was like drinking, it was like using drugs
I spent a few years in a deep grave
I killed a few years of my life in the cemetery
It was like hearing you say that I was the love of your life
It was a lie, just like all the others you told just to keep me close
I won't lie that you weren't legendary
Why did you mark my life, you condemned my ghost

I want to do the x-ray of love
Maybe I have a fracture
Maybe I still have some armor
I ended up in the place of the dead
Forgot to turn off devices
I want to make the x-ray of love
I want to drown in water full of sharks

It was like paralysis
It was like a contortion
It was like hitting an unbreakable wall
It was like crying and having to hold back your tears because no one could see you cry

I want to do the x-ray of love
I want to be able to understand
Why I'm so sick, why I'm not me anymore