Until You're Floating

I am going to the doctor
I am going through my mind
I am airing every thought out
In the sun to shed some light

Just passed the children's toys
And office noise
A nursery leaves my way
And from that microphone
And speaker come
Now I hear them call my name

And that's when I talk until I'm blue
Sweat my thoughts onto a couch
Become the notes that scribble down
Page by page
Until I'm filed away

I went to the doctor
And I soon lost track of time
I know those ears are hard to come by
I fed that meter one more time

There are more minds to read
And mouths that need
A pill and a paper cup
And every bill I ripped
In piles and never cleaned
Just covered up

And now it mostly comes in waves
But it's not real it's just my brain
I know imbalance is to blame
But either way
I'll have to keep it at bay

It's true
That you'll have to find yourself
So dig up unstable grounds
Until you're floating

It mostly comes in waves
But it's not real it's just my brain
I know imbalance is to blame
But either way

I am going to the doctor
I am going through my mind