No Going Back

I see you up in the constellations
Like the freckles on your arms and
All this talking brought us nothing
I'm still banging on your walls and
I'm not who you thought I'd be
I can feel it all around me
Moving past me like a breeze

Guess I'll go home now I got tired
And you're staring at me blankly
Take a shower brush your teeth and
Remember all the good things
Back to the warm sad place in my chest
Where I miss you like a sunset
It gets easy to forget

I'm not going back
You're not coming back
When you were the one and I wasn't okay
And if you're not the one and I'm still not okay then
There's no going back

And I tried to call you Tuesday morning
Got scared and put the phone down
You're a fire slowly burning
When I leave you alone now
Wave goodbye to Silver Springs
With my face against the window
I watch you float away from me

I'm not going back
You're not coming back
When you were the one and I wasn't okay
And if you're not he one and I'm still not okay then
There's no going back