Big Box

I’m not mistaken when I’m saying
That my life runs in circles
But all the flashes, all those memories
All those figures they fade away
Sometimes I don’t know why
I hear my heart sing
So loud and clear

And all the emptiness that remains here
Doesn’t make me feel lonely
‘Cause every step and every breath and
Everything brings you here with me
I didn’t really know you to begin with
But life has thought me how to overcome fear
Of life, death and shit

All I’ve got is what you gave me
All I do is done for you
All my words make me sound crazy
Every time my speech is through
We have nothing more in common
I live my life, you live yours
Take this life we lived together
Put it inside a big box
To die
Before it makes both our hearts stop

Haven’t considered the thought
Of providing a better excuse, yeah
It’s just those things that we utter
And we will never repeat again
The words keep coming randomly as we speak
So loud and clear

And if I failed to mail
Those letters I’ve never written
It’s just that I never managed
To get my handwriting neat and clear
I never realized that you would soon leave
Sometimes it’s hard to get it when you can’t see
What we have, claim or wish