The Coldness of Your Absence

I was enamored with the safety
Of the space that you created
Like a silhouette burned into a permanence
Now immortalized as a memory
The coldness of your absence
Sinks into my skin like frostbite
Shake me out of this horrific nightmare
All I am is darkened views
If I could take you back from heaven
If only you could hear these cries
I'm really struggling with your absence
I really thought we had more time
I am holding on for a sign you are around
If the dead aren't really gone
And the limit is the sky
Then you're floating just above my eyes
I talk to you as if you are still here
Fragments of your voice rattle around my head
Lost in the void in which you now reside
Ripping at the firmament to find you there
I'll lie in fields of shattered mirrors to trick the heavenly
I am the paradise you belong to

If I could take you back from heaven
If only you could hear these cries
I'm really struggling with your absence
I really thought we had more time
I am holding on for a sign you are around
If the dead aren't really gone
And the limit is the sky
Then you're floating just above my eyes

It's such an ugly world
Since you've disappeared from view
I'll never see you smile
I'll never hear your voice again
Darker by the day