Unloyal

Walking with children in childhood
They all love love and I took it into account
Leisure was the street without the ring
A childhood love in secret

Incredible relationships with the wrong people
Always trying to get away with things
Because of my career
I was always treacherous

They never saw a wife in me
Just some sleepless nights
Sleeping with older men
With them but thinking of others

Loving two people
And losing the friendship of others
They were my friends but I got dumped by another
Losing friendships for men

But loving the love and attention of all
I always wanted what I can never have
Because I am stubborn and obsessed
Trying the impossible because I am a dreamer

Unfaithful to all, because I always loved one
Never faithful to myself to my feelings
Because I never wanted to show what's really inside me
Relieving men's love for me

They always knew what was there
I was in love with a person who I was there
I never saw what was really inside me
Only one friend always stood by me

Unfaithful to men, faithful to the mother who didn't even raise me
But unconditionally faithful to the mother who gave me life
I lost her because of my own lustful mistakes
And she always loved me and set me free

Unfaithful to men, faithful to women
Family always prayed for me
Family was always there for me
A family that protects too much always loses
To people's curiosity

No one ever stood by me
Or was it me who always ran away from there
And only to be free