Paranoia Feedback

I say nothing when I say it loud but I'm happy when I'm under your cloud
Sometimes it's better when I'm on my own, sometimes it's better that I don't go home
I try forgetting and I try to be pure but it just makes me want you more
I try to say "What's wrong with myself"? coz gnawing paranoia is bad for your health
I get the paranoia feedback when I'm with you
I could be happy for an hour or two
But I got stuck here it's why I stayed
I cannot help the way I was made
I tell you things that my friends don't know, I show emotions thought I'd never show
I love your heart and I love your hair- I'd love you more if you were ever there
When we're together you make me fizz! Our love's ephermal but then everything is
My only fear is becoming mundane: it warps my mind it would make me insane
You warp my mind you warp my mind
You want my mind you warp my mind
My emotions are never contrived, I would be happy if you recognised
I know everything you tell me is true- I just get miserable coz I love you
I have explained what gets me vexed! It seems forever till I see you next!
There's optimism at the end of the verse- I have a friend who is even worse