Medication

I was scared of what it meant
If I needed medicine
Just to feel like me again
And keep my demons in every now and then
'Cause I remember when I thrived
Now I'm just tryin' to survive
It's like I tripped and took a dive
Into another life that doesn't feel like mine

But now I'm tired of sitting
Aimless and drifting
Tryin' to turn off the lights
And only takin' off my clothes far from the windows
Keepin' away from your sight

So now I'm droppin' the weight of the earth
Just long enough to give me a rebirth
'Cause I deserve to be well
Yеah, I deserve to bе well
And maybe I do not have enough strength
For more than a couple of steps in a day
But I deserve to be well
Yeah, I deserve to be well
I'm climbin' up outta this hell

I've been foggin' up the glass
While the thunder starts to crash
But the storm has never passed, so if I am gonna last, I gotta get out fast

And I am hungry and restless
Dreamin' of exits
Climbin' the gates of my mind
And I am thinkin' of futures, reachin' for sutures, tryin' to reclaim my time

And now I'm droppin' the weight of the earth
Just long enough to give me a rebirth
'Cause I deserve to be well
Yeah, I deserve to be well
And maybe I do not have enough strength
For more than a couple of steps in a day
But I deserve to be well
Yeah, I deserve to be well
I'm climbin' up outta this hell

I'm growin' old and growin' up
Bein' alone without bein' stuck
Lose control, fall in love
Makin' my way and my own luck

Droppin' the weight of the earth
Just long enough to give me a rebirth
'Cause I deserve to be well
Yeah, I deserve to be well
Maybe I do not have enough strength
For more than a couple of steps in a day
But I deserve to be well
Yeah, I deserve to be well
I'm climbin' up outta this hell
I'm climbin' up outta this hell
I'm climbin' up outta this hell