Alex In Wonderland

If you're walking home tonight
Say your prayers, keep to the streetlights
I know I'm on your mind
With the worst intentions
And I'm working up
The guts to say you weren't enough
Fuck what your friends will say
I never was about you anyway

And I know it's not me
Your ruse and cigarettes
Your lack of sensibility
So let go, forget me
You're lost just like the rest
And not taking my stability

Your love's pariah, her renegade
I know it's not in my head, it's not in my head
You're a walking disaster, you need to grow up
I wish you nothing more
Nothing more
Nothing more

It's bad enough
That every day I can't wake up
And I can't sing along to songs about me
And I'm working up
(I'm working up)
The guts to say you weren't enough
So fuck what your friends will say
Alex is a boy's name anyway

And I know it's not me
Your ruse and cigarettes
Your lack of sensibility
So let go, forget me
You're lost just like the rest
And not taking my stability

Your love's pariah, her renegade
I know it's not in my head, it's not in my head
You're a walking disaster, you need to grow up
I wish you nothing more
Nothing more
Nothing more

I'm jaded, so jaded
And I wish you nothing more
I'm jaded, so jaded
And I wish you nothing more
Your love's pariah, her renegade
I know it's not in my head, it's not in my head

Your love's pariah, her renegade
I know it's not in my head, it's not in my head
You're a walking disaster, you need to grow up
I wish you nothing more
Nothing more
Nothing more

You're a walking disaster
If I knew one