White Pills

I can't help it
I can't help but wake up in the middle of the night to see
If you're there
I can't fight the feeling of not seeing you in my sight cause you're elsewhere, yeah
My mind's drifting. Can't constellate it. It's in the air
But you're not there

Forget it, I'ma draw your picture in black and white
Need to tell myself again you’re not in my life
The more I do, the less it helps
Stuck with myself

Well, I guess you're my ghost
The next thing that I know
A table full of white pills
Dreaming about you, still
And even now you’re out there with someone else
I'm still lying on the same side of the bed next to nothing

Forget it, I'ma draw your picture in black and white
Need to tell myself again you’re not in my life

I don’t wanna care
I gave into the fear
But maybe I am scared to
Accept that you’re not here
God Knows I'm all attached
I'm devilish perhaps
Wandering and wondering
Why the pills aren’t working

Trust me I want to
Try not to need you
So gone, can't come back
I'm lost without your map
To guide me back to reality
And let you go for good

Well, I guess you're my ghost
The next thing that I know
A table full of white pills
Dreaming about you, still
And even now you’re out there with someone else
I'm still lying on the same side of the bed next to nothing

Well, I guess you're my ghost
The next thing that I know
A table full of white pills
Dreaming about you, still
And even now you’re out there with someone else
I'm still lying on the same side of the bed next to nothing
Next to nothing
Next to nothing
Next to nothing