Again, Dangerous Visions

He should have screamed.
I would have screamed.
Wouldn't you?
Wouldn't you scream?

Never wanted to let you down, but I'm already falling.
Reached to the skies searching, but none was calling.
You never asked what I wanted.
You never asked if I was scared to die.
Just forget me. It will hurt less and less if you just ignore me.

Just leave me alone.
Just let me fade out.
I write my last letter of apology;
A diagram for a suicide note.
I won't say goodbye.

Just forget me. It will hurt less and less if you just ignore me.
I looked so hard to find a meaning to this life.
Don't look surprised to find me all alone; waiting always waiting.
How could we have all been so blind?
Now we all know why he didn't scream.
My hope is shattered. I'll take the shards and slit my wrists.
Do you still love me? It's so easy to walk away.
Just pretend everything will be okay.
Well, it's not okay.
When you hear my cries, it might just be for the very last.
How do you like my darkness now?
I'm already dead; just kill me now.
How do you like my darkness now?
Bury your dead; don't leave me out.

(Still believe I bleed red; the dark blue blood in my veins.
The darkness allows me to see the half-empty cup of misery.)