Moonrise

Awake again
The dawn spills the light into the air
Breath by breath
Sweet 'n empty mind
Dread inside, rising up in my chest
Rips into my guts
Claws through my agony

Can I feel?
Can I be real?
Can I believe?
The judge stares under my skin
Taste the space between the frames
Phasing out
Nowhere

What 's this inside?
(Do I deserve to feel alive?)
Am I still behind this empty sight?
(I'll lose the fight)
Faces reflect a hidden bind
(Read the signs within the lines)
I beg to feel it disappear

Do I deserve this fear?
Do I deserve to be?
My heart begins to shake
Everything feels wrong

Moonrise reveals
See through the veil
Leaving my shape
Losing my name

What's this inside I can't defy?
(Do I deserve to feel alive?)
Am I still behind this empty sight?
(I'll lose the fight)
Faces reflect a hidden bind
(Read the signs within the lines)
I beg to feel it disappear

Can't rewind
No self remains anymore
Purging the pain I'm hiding from
Out of me!

Can I feel?
Can I be real?
Can I believe?
Can I still break the seal?
Can I see?
Can I be free?
Can I release the old shape I used to be?

What's this inside?
(Do I deserve to feel alive?)
Am I still behind this empty sight?
(I'll lose the fight)
Faces reflect a hidden bind
(Read the signs within the lines)
Screaming aloud where no one hears

Something inside is in control
Training myself to disappear
If this is a curse I'm paying for
What's the point of being alive?