Autopsy

I've been empty
Just hear my own heartbeat
But when I fall asleep
Is when I finally live

I've been alive
But I'm not feeling life
So I tell my mind
Let me breathe for a night

I believe I'm happy but I don't feel happiness
I believe I'm sad but I don't feel sadness
I believe I'm mad and I do feel madness
Then I miss so much feeling the feeling

I tried to escape from my own mind
I'm losing again my one own fight
The burden is havier than my wings
I dont think my strings can hold the knight

How long has it been since I last felt truth?
In all I feel, I lost my ride
I need an autopsy to find my youth
To find out how I died inside

I've been so tired
But I'm not feeling wired
Guess I'm a loosestrife
In the plight of the fight

I believe I'm happy but I don't feel happiness
I believe I'm sad but I don't feel sadness
I believe I'm mad and I do feel madness
Then I miss so much feeling the feeling

I tried to escape from my own mind
I'm losing again my one own fight
The burden is havier than my wings
I dont think my strings can hold the knight

How long has it been since I last felt truth?
In all I feel, I lost my ride
I need an autopsy to find my youth
To find out how I died inside

Inside of me
There was an emptyness
That became everything
And hurt me for my sins
I did not sin

I tried to escape from my own mind
I'm losing again my one own fight
The burden is havier than my wings
I dont think my strings can hold the knight

How long has it been since I last felt truth?
In all I feel, I lost my ride
I need an autopsy to find my youth
To find out how I died inside