Friendly Machine

Flush my vomit down the drain
Think of my body getting hit by a train
Always want but never need
Don't have an identity I can feed

I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite ok

Hungry for amphetamine
60 amitryptaline
Violently crying to the song that you sent me

Laxative, can't forgive
A reason to live
Find myself, lose myself
Be myself, fuck myself

Can you heal me mentally?
Can you sing a melody?
Can you be a friend to me?
People leave so suddenly

Suffering, peace offering
Virtual life is altering
On a noose, cut me loose
Never ending self-abuse

I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite ok

Flush my vomit down the drain
Think of my body getting hit by a train
Always want but never need
Don't have an identity I can feed

I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite ok