Mixed Emotions (I Didn't Know How To Tell You What I Was Going Through)

I was more forgiving
In the beginning
You never let the good ones go
Holding onto you like rope
Talking to my memories
Like they would remember me
Oh the good ones never get old
The rest of them I let go

Oh
When did you stop making sense?
You’re slurring your words again he said
Strung out on the bed
I can’t handle this

I’ve got mixed emotions
You’re a lightweight
Gotta get your head straight
Hellbent on a mistake
I’ve got mixed emotions

It’s a little bit funny how
It all makes sense in the here and now
Oh we were just boys back then
Hanging on by a thread
Didn’t know how to tell you
What it was I had been going through
Oh it’s better left unsaid
It’s been weighing me down since then

When did you stop making sense?
You’re slurring your words again he said
Strung out on the bed
I can’t handle this

Ooh
I’ve got mixed emotions
So tell me
Tell me how your night went
Guess you lost license but
Did they like your accent
Ooh
I’ve got mixed emotions mixed emotions

I'm dancing on ceiling
Like I just lost all feeling
It’s history repeating
I'm not mind reading
I'm not listening
Face me, tell me how I'm complexed
And you are codependent
Pretend to be affected
Life without you isn’t sweet