She Don't Know

It's getting late now
But to me it's just beginning
This night's tearing me to pieces
And I feel all but defeated, oh no
And she don't know

I've never heard someone like this before
My liquid grief spills to the floor
And I'm screaming like a banshee
Wondering how can she just go
But she don't know

That there ain't no drug in all the world like loving you
Cocaine and cigarettes will have to do
Won't somebody save me
My heart's beating out my chest
And I just want to hold you
With those steady hands I once possessed

Fucked up on my bedroom floor
And my first thought's let's do some more
They say it all kills with thrills
And I hope it does
Can you hear me, love?

Love and poison, all the same
They share these interchangeable names
And I'm jonesing for the dopamine
These things are the means to my end
But I still pretend

That there ain't no drug in all the world like loving you
Cocaine and cigarettes will have to do
Won't somebody save me
My heart's beating out my chest
And I just want to hold you
With those steady hands I once possessed

Where did I go
(Oh where did I go)
Oh baby I'm yours
(Oh baby I'm, baby I'm, baby I'm yours)
If only you'd known
(If only you'd known)
That baby I'm yours
(Yeah)
Go

There ain't no drug in all the world like loving you
Cocaine and cigarettes will have to do
Won't somebody save me
My heart's beating out my chest
And I just want to hold you
With those steady hands I once possessed

Where did I go
Oh baby I'm yours
If only you'd known
That baby I'm yours