breakups with best friends

The light in the kitchen woke me up
But didn't even notice I left it on
I guess I dozed off for an hour or two
When I got up, all your stuff was gone

And I don't really know what to believe
I left the light on, you left me
You packed up our life and our history
But left your bracelet on the counter
I guess times have changed and I miss the signs
And sisters can turn into Irish goodbyes
Yeah, breakups with boyfriends make me cry
But breakups with best friends hurt more every time

I bought a new dress at the vintage shop
Then overthought it the whole way home, mm
And I used a clothes hanger to zip it up
I guess I'm still learning how to live alone

Platonic love is a funny thing
From friendship bracelets to breaking the lease
You'd be my maid of honor if you still liked me
I can't glue this back together
You moved out to Boston, or so I've heard
But I still got your lipgloss in my purse
Oh, breakups with boyfriends really hurt
But breakups with best friends hurt a whole lot worse

Call it off to me in desperation
That I'm sitting by the phone waiting
For you to call, I just wanna know
How could you hate me?
You keep testing all the words I'm saying
So easily, you're complicating
But I've said it all, I just wanna know
How could you hate me?

How could you hate me?
How could you hate me? Mm
After everything
Oh, how could you hate me?
How could you hate me?
After everything