Be Sahara

Be Sahara

Doob rahe tumhari yaadon mein hum
Nazar nahi aata kahin bhi kinaara
Jise maana tha, zindagi ka hissa
Wo hi Bilal ko kar gaya besahaara
Besahaara

Chahe andheri raatein ho ya savere ka ujaala
Chehre par khaamoshi hai, aur honthon pe hai taala
Bilal pee raha hai tumse mile hue dard
Aur nigal raha hain roz kaanton ka niwaala

Mere bahte ashkon ka yahan koi mol nahi
Aur mere dardon ka bhi ab koi tod nahi
Jee leta hoon, Khuda tune jo di hai zindagi
Meri takleef pe ab koi karta gaur nahi

Jiske liye ki humne poori zindagi qurbaan
Bilal ko gehre dard de gaya wo hi insaan
Jise apna samajh kar har baat bataayi
Aaj wo hi laga gaya, mere honthon pe lagaam

Jiski mohabbat mein hum had se guzar gaye the
Wo hi aaj Bilal ki nazron se utar gaye hai
Lahoo se likhi thi humne daastaan humaari
Aaj pannon se wo saare lafz hi mit gaye hain

Doob rahe tumhari yaadon mein hum
Nazar nahi aata kahin bhi kinaara
Jise maana tha, zindagi ka hissa
Wo hi Bilal ko kar gaya besahaara

Hum khwaab mein jee rahe, ya ye haqeeqat hai
Unke peeche mil rahi, ye kaisi aziyyat hai
Zamaana chhod diya, humne jis shakhs ke khaatir
Ab kahan, unke dil mein humaare liye ahmiyat hai

Jo khel tumne racha tha, zindagi khelna seekh gayi
Bilal haar chuka hai, aur Paro tum jeet gayi
Khushiyon ke intezaar mein, hum aage na badhe
Karvatein badal-badal kar kitni raatein beet gayi

Ab koi aisa savera nahi, jab achhi khabar aati ho
Na koi din aisa, ki yaadein teri saanson mein na samaati ho
Bhale baat na karo hum se, bas itna hi bata do
Ki Bilal se aakhir Paro tum kya chahti ho

Haan bejaan se hue hain ye mere alfaaz
Jaise ho gayi ho jism se rooh parwaaz
Roz dafan hote hain Bilal ke khwaab
Haqeeqat bhi humaari ab ban gayi hai raaz

Doob rahe tumhari yaadon mein hum
Nazar nahi aata kahin bhi kinaara
Jise maana tha, zindagi ka hissa
Wo hi Bilal ko kar gaya besahaara

Aaftaab ki tarah dhala, mera har armaan
Bilal ke dukhon mein rota hai aasmaan
Maine sabko bataya, meri Paro aisi nahi
Tum to todkar hi chali gayi mera ye gumaan

Main bhool nahi paa raha, kaisi hai ye dillagi
Kyun meri koi baat tere dil pe na lagi
Wo meri khwaahish samajh paayi na kabhi
Jiske khaatir tanha hi guzaar di
Humne humaari poori zindagi, haan poori zindagi

Saas tak humne to kar di thi nisaar
Magar unke dil se hi mit chuka tha pyaar
Hum jin labon se pukaarte the tumko
Un labon se hi chheen liya tumne ikhtiyaar

Dafan raaz ko main ab kaise karun bayaan
Har din milta hai humein ek dard naya
Bilal ka ab koi humsafar nahi
Kisko sunaun apni kahaani yahan

Kabhi juda na honge hum dono
Ye baat sirf hum hi nahi, tum bhi to kehte the
Tum sirf meri ho, Paro, hum to ye waham liye baithe the

Hum to ishq mein tumhaare ho gaye the gumraah
Saath chalte chalte tum badal logi raah

Humein na tha, is baat ka zara sa bhi shaoor
Tumne ek pal mein sab kar diya choor
Ab uske dil mein humaari koi keemat nahi
Jisko samjha tha humne, apna Kohinoor

Doob rahe tumhari yaadon mein hum
Nazar nahi aata kahin bhi kinaara
Jise maana tha, zindagi ka hissa
Wo hi Bilal ko kar gaya besahaara
Kar gaya be sahaara

Bilal Ansari