Table 19

How many times have i shut my eyes and hit myself in the head?
Over something that i could have done....should have done and
What should have been said? well, oh well. i guess i'll have to
Think of something else to do. what the hell. i think i'll sit
Around and sulk over you. complain and cry! i don't know why.
What a fucking waste. go! how many times have i shut my mouth
And wished a hole through the wall? now and then. i shake my
Head. now it's dead because i made the wrong call. what's a day
Without regrets? to me it's nothing new. how many times have i
Regressed just when i thought of you?