Whole Again

If I had one wish
I wish I could be whole again
I wish I had my soul again

Telling myself, I can do anything I put my complex mind to
But I wouldn't make it out alive if you hadn't helped me thrive
Not making it very far without you right by my side

Doing what I can, doing what I need to do
But our life got turned around
And I'm scared I won't make it through
I do my best to prove a cover don't describe a book
That these eyes of mine don't hold an evil
Though that's how it looks

If my tongue wasn't so tied right now
I know I'd speak my mind
Tell them all that I'll be different
They can leave their fears of behind
But I'm trapped inside this wretched fate of mine

If I had one wish
I wish I could be whole again
I wish I had my soul again

Soft-spoken, I'm choking, heart broken
Watching you get coached in something or never would have had to do
If I hadn't live and made it through
I can't but feel responsible when it comes down to it all
And I can't help you in ways I wish I could
And I wish I could, but I'm stuck in the darkness
Weight on your shoulders
Wish that I could hold ya, wish I would've told ya
All you meant to me in my first life, but now that's over

Like to think my heart and thoughts aren't changed
That this blood ain't pumping hate inside of my veins
Wish I could tell 'em I still know right from wrong
I still know good and bad and when trust is gone

I'd never hurt a soul, especially those that I love
I'll show 'em when push comes to shove, I'd fight with my all
Even if I'm to fall, I want to keep the peace
I wanna be a breed, they never thought they'd see

I'll have patience and be who I please
I'll show them my heart is the strongest part of me
I'll be who you always knew I could be
Patience is key
Patience is key

If I had one wish
I wish I could be whole again
I wish I had my soul again
If I had one wish
I wish we could be whole again