Illusions of happiness

Sharing hush moments, moments of passion
Much too short
I want to forget all the time of difficulties

Ease my pain
Kiss of light, it´s shining bright
No more thoughts, only lust

Do you know my name?
Do you know the same?
Do you know the shame?
Am I insane?
Or are we the same?

Bouncing, liquid insurance
Shadows of horror grabbing for the last hope
Time´s too short

Too far away to hold
Too far away for shelter
Shattering like glass
Fassades of bloom

Tears in disguised laughter
But we drown in passion
Passion - nothing less, nothing more

Will you understand?
Feelings are all wrong
and please be strong
Drinking the passion again
We are the same

Do you know my name?
Do you know the same?
Do you know the shame?
Am I insane?
We are the same

Tasted the death, it´s so cold
We are alone in our sickness, painful guilt
Children of depression, please be strong
Nothing is wrong

Do you know my name?
Do you know the same?
Do you know the shame?
I am insane
We are not the same

An illusion, the illusion of happiness

Sometimes I act like a fool
My words are often so cruel,
but I love her so
I try to hide my thoughts
They fight inside of me
Nothing is like I wished it should be

Life goes on
Her heart´s already gone
Only memories remain